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Whooo Hooo [16 Jul 2003|08:34am]
[ mood | awake ]

CUTTING MY HAIR ON SATURDAY!!!!

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Hey [13 Jul 2003|06:53pm]
Not much has gone on since the last time i wrote in my journal. Well I dyed my Friend Soph's hair Again. Its red with a hint of brown but it looks really cool. I like it alot. Iam doing some Reconstruction on myself as well. Iam cutting my Hair short, and dying it black. iam pretty excited. Its a really short haircut. right now my hair is a little below my shoulder and its brown and red and blonde and green (yeah i know). So yeah its aout time for a change. i really wanna cut my hair jst so i could let go of all the stuff thats happened to me this past year, i guess iam cutting it to release all the excess baggage ive been holding up. Ive been looking at this one hair dye in the stores its from Garnier Nutrisse,its called black licorice, and i wanna buy it, its such a dark black,cause i hate blue black, never comes out black on my hair. oh well iam ishig myself good luck on it. lol Bye

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Just some quisses [09 Jul 2003|09:21pm]
[ mood | awake ]

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I have a headache [01 Jul 2003|08:38pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

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Just some quizzes i took [25 Jun 2003|02:39pm]
[ mood | hot ]

A friend of Mine took some quizzes so i decided to take some too, just to see wat i would get so here they are:

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The meaning of my Lj Name [23 Jun 2003|11:28am]
[ mood | blah ]

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Look at my Useless Blog! [23 Jun 2003|11:17am]
[ mood | lazy ]

Adopt your own useless blob!

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What a very long weekend [16 Jun 2003|03:43pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Well On friday i went to Sin's house and i ended up staying over. We were suppose to kick that Bitches ass but she wasnt there, she was with chewie, thats nasty mother bastard. It was fun at Sin's house, we watched some TV and ate food till Rave Called and Kinda said some stuff over the phone that seemed to scare and make Sin feel really Sad. It was so weird. She was crying and Shaking with the phone in her hand and i could hear mely crying over the phone too. He ended up being ok, i hope, cause on saturday we hung out all day. It was H*S night, but we coulnt go cause of what happened. Me and Sin went to buy Midnight Club 2. I played a little of it before Rave came in took over the game. We watched HeadBangers Ball, well we watched most of it and then ended up playing hide and seek in the dark at around 1:30 am. It was so fun. Then Mely,Sin and Ravr ended up Wrestling and beating each other up, it was funny, i didnt wanna get in it though, well not yet cause they were having so much fun and i was laughing so hard. We ended up watching a movie and then falling asleep when it ended. Then on sunday we ate in the morning and then i had to leave cause i had to my Mom's House. Its like having shifts in a job, i hate it. From Mondays - Wednesdays i stay with my mom, and then from Thursdays - Sundays iam with my Dad. After awhile i gets tiring. I kinda just wanna be in one place.Oh well parents are dumb so what can i say.

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A survey i found and decided to take [11 Jun 2003|10:08pm]
[ mood | blah ]

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My Day..What a Day [10 Jun 2003|05:45pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

Yeah today was wierd. nothin much happened besides me being really depressed about this guy i liked. So like yeah Lisa walks into the comic book store with Mike (Aka Spike) and theyre all making out and i was so mad for some reason. I was like thier staring at them and they just were going at it like animals. it was sickening. Then Francisco walks in. Hes the guy that lisa had a crush on but he never really made a mood. and heres the other thing Francisco is Mike's enemy. So thats a little odd that lisa did like him and like two days later when "suddenly" mike becomes available they decide to go out. i think she doing it out of spite but hey whatever, anyway Francisco walks in and they all star at each other and lisa and mike start making out(again). *puke* . And francisco Gives me a hug and we start talking about how hes gonna kick mike's ass because Mike is nothing but a rapist. Which in some ways i think is true, cause all he seems to want is sex. Francisco brought some beer to the comic bookstore and i kinda went overboard and started drinking alot, i guess cause i was just irritated. I drank maybe 4 smirnoff ices and two sam adams ( the big bottles) the 40oz i think. Yeah i kinda felt stupid afterwards cause like he's not my boyfriend.But anyway i then found out that this girl i hated was suppose to go out with him, so like he grabbed me and was like if i wanted to get back at her to just follow his lead. so like we started making out and i guess i saw her and she left. LOL LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...Aaaaa being bad is good but feels bad.( whoa thats weird) lol Yeah anyways i guess to sum up my day, i made out with my Best Friends Old Crush and enemy's NEw Crush and got drunk out of my mind. So yeah thats my Day Bye

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Just shopping around [09 Jun 2003|10:05am]
[ mood | anxious ]

Did'nt go to school today, wasnt feeling very well. I decided to get on internet and look for clothes that I might wanna buy.I got really excited when i passed by one store specifically. I saw the prettiest and most beautiful clothing at the
!~Jeannie Nitro Store~!
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Stupid Day [08 Jun 2003|08:38pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Iam kinda angry about alot of things, and kinda disappointed all at the same time. Yeah i found out somthing yesterday that kinda disappointed me alittle but iam not gonna belittle myself for somthing so minor. Anyways,i had a dream yesterday. I was at H*S and i met a guy and we ended up dancing all night, it was so cute. I hope it comes true. lol . i havent been having very good luck with guys lately. I dont know, am i that ugly or somthing, is it cause iam a little chubby. whatever, i don't care i might as well stay alone then sell myself like a whore, like some people are doing. It's so depressing at times to feel so alone, like if no one cares, iam not bitchin or i dont mean too but i want a boyfriend so bad, a guy i can touch, cant that be understandable? I usually blame it on my weight or my personality but iam not that bad of a person so i dont understand. Oh well iam gonna just leave it at that cause iam not gonna start bitchin about somthin that major.

~Morbid_Thoughts~

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Yeah today was cool [07 Jun 2003|08:25pm]
I went to Sin's House and we played soulcaliber. It was fun, we were looking thorugh journals and talking about H*S> Iam really excited and i guess iam just anxious to go.Yeah iall be back Cause i gotta go vent...Bye

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A Quizz [06 Jun 2003|05:43pm]
[ mood | dirty ]

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YEah today... [05 Jun 2003|07:21pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Went to school, That was boring.... Went to sin's house, met their friend katherine, she was cool i liked her *pause* she was funny. We all went to the comic book store. Rave Saw JAckass and got mad but he didnt do anything cause Rave was cool about everything. Jackass was all stupid. LOL. But he always is. I hung out with spike, hes cool. We were talking and luaghing. Not many people were at the comic book store it was kinda funny cause that place usually packed with people, i guess it was the crummy weather. I printed out some Directions about caring with extensions because iam teaching myself how to do them. I wanna be bale to have colored hair but you know, not kill my hair with dye. I plan On Buying some green Synthetic Hair and Braiding it to the front part of my head, kinda like side bangs but longer and braided. So yeah I plan on doing that and then iam gonna learn how to Tie in Dreads and how to tie in loose hair into Real hair. Iam really excited about it and cant wai to see how it comes out to be.

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Its weird [04 Jun 2003|07:55am]
[ mood | cranky ]

For the past few weeks ive been overly Passionate about Hurting this one girl In my school. I dont know i have dreams of me sticking her head into a bowl of hot water watching her skin bubble slowly...It looks so cool. Iam not the type to hurt people though...and its bothering me a bit cause everytime i see her i smile cause in my dreams iam killing her. I dont think i would actually kill her cause its illegal but if could, Wow if i could i would do so many things. I had a dream last week that i strapped her to a chair and cut open all the veins she had on her arms...then i took a picture and turned it into a livejournal icon with the words Revenge Blinking at the bottom......

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I Hate Mornings [04 Jun 2003|07:37am]
[ mood | awake ]

I hate Mornings....its raining really bad and now i gotta take the train to school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY~! School sux i wish it would just end.I wanna sleep but i gotta go.........Oh well Iam gonna be early regardless. I Need new clothes damnit. Iam hungry. LOL i complain too much in the morning. Anyways I gotta go to yoga to see this Bitch. Stupid Bitch. I wanna hurt her but iam not gonna. Damnit. Oh well Shes doesnt deserve my pain, lol supposively she loves pain....Iall show her pain.....I went unprepared to yoga yesterday, i didnt bring any clothes. She kept looking at me like if she wanted me to give her a hug or some shit, Shes so stupid. Anyways I hope Sin can come to school today, its boring in yoga without her. Me and Christina need her lol its funnier when shes there. yeah and i havent jeannette....I hope shes ok. I gotta go to school so yeah LAterz, Iall write when i come back from school, if anything important happens....

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Some Stuff i found..Though it would be interesting [03 Jun 2003|06:58pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Anastasia
LJ Barcode
LJ username:

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I hope she dies [03 Jun 2003|06:17pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

What the hell, Zaida is seriously getting on my nerves. She brings freakin tarzan on crack to the comic book store and this other thing. I dont know i just got mad cause it bothered me that she kept looking back at me to see if i was staring at her...DUH i was staring at you iam wondering what the hell your doing with chewie! Do you wanna get raped? are you asking for it? Shessh dont you take people's warning when they say hes not trustworthy. My Goth I hate her. She wants to walk around like if shes this victim and like if i beat the crap out of her...I WISH I DID! And now shes wants to play i can play too, iam gonna bring her worst nightmares too the comic book store, iam guessing with one star at me, mely, and Sin. shes gonna wanna run out of the comic book store crying. But its ok..that what i want to happen..i wanna see her cry...i wanna see her face when she realizes shes nothing to anyone cause all she does it bitch and moan about stupid shit....anyway iall write Later

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Today was cool [01 Jun 2003|09:09pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

I went to my Mely's house and had fun. We called The Bitch, well Rave called her and we pretended not to be there it was so funny!, I thought it was so funny. But i kinda got offended by some stuff he said, but he was just trying to be funny. We ate pickels and peanut butter sandwiches, i tried to eat them at the same time and wanted to puke, i was grossing myself out so i stopped. I was looking at what mely was gonna wear to Hidden Shadows. It was Really cute what shes gonna wear. I went to Sin's house and i didnt get to see what she was gonna wear i can always check later. She told me she wasnt gonna go to school. I dont think i wanna go either, but my mom's gonna Make me. I had a pretty good time at their houses. Got school tomorrow so let me depart.

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